i change and so do things around me.

its ben almost 7 years since i last saw that girl, one who was a fly in my cake. for all that time, i had no interest in seeing her and being reminded of what she represented: a manipulative, bad friend. but now, after coming back from being infected by boredom and a bit of adventure, i am ready and willing to cross paths with her again. i dont have intentions of spending time with her and becoming friends again, but i want to let go of whatever resentment i have against her and move on.

i just want to move on and stop caring about the things i used to care about.

there's gotta be more to life than chasing out every temporary high to satisfy me.