count your blessings

i have this habit where i say bye to VIPs before i leave on a trip in case something happens and i dont get to see them again. and i was able to do that with a couple of people, thank goodness zee and mindy. but i didnt get the chance to say bye to the boy so im feeling kinda crummy. i guess we saw a lot of each other beforehand and he needed his space and time with his friends. so ill say it here: "bye."

in other news, i slept for more than 7 hours for the first time in 2 weeks. how exciting. =)

a message i saw on a motel sign: "count your rainbows, not your thunderstorms."

its time i stop letting other people be my life, like following the wind around. its only inevitable that i get lost everytime they change directions and my heart is not a strong enough navigator these days.

free to be me, without having to change.

im leaving on a boat cruise, don't know when ill be back again