dragon days

a line from a korean song struck me: "since I am a girl, to whom love is everything."

today, i found myself thinking that i've changed, "that i didn't used to be this way." in my past relationships, i was not that attached, i did not dote. i was always the one wanting more space to spend time with friends, always the one who seemed more indifferent with my discretion with feelings and affection. but "love" changed that for me. i didn't realize it when it happened, but i have been that girl who loved too much, so desperate to love and be loved. making love so important, above all else. then again, maybe i always was.

and the fire's hot