where do you go

this morning i couldn't fall back asleep. i felt sad. so i got up and sat at my computer. here i am, still feeling yucky and wondering what i have to do to make myself feel better. i just want to cry, but i'm trying to tell myself that it's not going to do anything. except make me feel.

after the tears dry and the puffy eyes stop swelling, i'm still left with this feeling of dissatisfaction.

yeah, this post wasn't happy. but they can't all be. it's life. the waves swell and the waves crash down.

my love?