I don't want him to think that he was doing me a favor by taking a break. I didn't need to be away from him. He said that he didn't want me to feel crappy. But the times I felt crappy with him can't even compare to the times when I felt happy. I didn't want this break. If we could have worked to solve things out together, I would have completely jumped at the chance. But he said he wasn't ready for the commitment. And that was the one thing that made me agree to taking a break. I thought, If he's not ready and fully in the relationship, there is no reason for me to force him to stay. No reason for me to hold on. Even if I am happy being with him. If he's not happy, I can't be.