"Should I be honest? I promised myself that I would work on my communication. If I don't work on it with you, then who will I work on it with? What will help the situation? I want to be with you, but maybe that is just the recoil from being in a relationship. I need to give myself more time to heal and mend before I truly tell you what's going on. Perhaps all of my thoughts and ideas now are very muddled and unclear. I should give it more time. Allow my mind and heart so sort everything out. To realize what is better."