"So why page me '99 8284'? Why page me '8284 424'? Why tell me that you spent 5 hours with your friend and then ask, 'So you're leaving me for Zerlina?' What does this mean? You took me into your arms, the way you used to. But I thought we weren't the way we were. I thought we were friends. And what broke my heart was when she said, 'We want to see you more often.' I knew that 'we' couldn't include you. It couldn't. And for the first time, I left so quickly. Because I had to get out. Because I couldn't control how I felt.

I feel crappier being without you. But I haven't lost you. I have you as a friend."