sometimes, like today, i marvel at how much i feel. even though i've never discussed it or been conscious of it. like how i feel about UG. no one ever really asks me and i don't ever talk to him about it. but i feel so much (just look at this thing). but seriously, while i was walking today, i was just thinking about how much i feel towards him. and how deep it feels. how deep it sounds. i could say it to him. i know. but i think it would change the dynamics of our relationship. ours isn't one where we speak of obvious things. like we never said, "I like you" or "be my boyfriend." if we started, it'd be different. totally. wow! so full of... =)