if its wrong to love you, then my heart just wont let me be right

the holiday season is everywhere. and as the purchases and presents increase towards the 25th, i seek some meaning beyond the material. it feels like my golden birthday, when i sought to find some meaning beyond the desire to hear people say "happy birthday" or to receive presents. then, i found my meaning in celebrating life. now, i think ill find christmas to mean surrounding myself with loved ones. and hopefully that will be enough. more than enough.

id give my all for your love tonight.