how long will it be before we go insane?

im going crazy. so crazy. crazy, crazy. must stop thinking.

i know it's not fair. but its easy to show you don't care for someone. but when they stop showing that they care or that they don't need you, it sucks soo much. ::hmph::

i need to open up the lines of communication. but when? and how? because if i dont figure out stuff soon, i wont be able to handle everything i have to do in the next 3 weeks.

please help.

i wish they all could be california girls