i hold you closer

the cold is chilling my bones. and my heart. and all i want to do is walk somewhere, pass shops, people watch, sit at a park bench where no one would recognize me, and sit invisible in the world.

tell why you have been so sad

i thought i could handle xmas but i cant even listen to KOST without tearing up. i just don't have the heart for it this year.

i wish i could just melt away, away, away