i try on my blue shirt; she told me she liked it

i cant find words nowadays. in fact, tears stream faster than the creation of letter combinations. perhaps it is due to the recent overload of pages to read, sheets and sheets of useless words all designed to test my ability to follow directions in order to receive a relatively unimportant letter grade that should have little impact to my self-worth. but they always have, those pesky little grades, for reasons unknown to me. ive just been chasing after them, working the system and stressing myself out. to the point that my body is now unable to handle stressors.

:Sigh:

id give it all away just to have someone to go to