you are driving me home

the cold is chilling my bones. and my heart. and i wish i was somewhere where i could just go for a walk. pass some shops. people watch. stare off into space at some park bench. like i was invisible. where no one would recognize me.

::sigh::

can you tell me why you have been sooo sad?

i thought i could handle xmas, but i dont think i can do it. i can't even listen to KOST without tearing up to some classic xmas song. maybe i'll be able to melt away for xmas this year... away, away, away.

i held you closer