overcome me

we'll see what happens. i keep falling into familiar patterns but mostly from following my own heart. am i wrong? am i blinded? how do i stop? should i stop? when will i give myself the time to deal with it?

as hard as it is for me to say, maybe my holding on to things causes others pain because it causes me pain. maybe i have to let go in order to free others from my pain.

maybe all i want is someone to love me and walk with me through this life, sharing memories and making new ones together.

but everything means nothing if i aint got you