good vibrations

they say its never too late. but isnt it possible that youve run out of time and you cant make up for lost time? thats what i realized yesterday. its almost over and i didnt let many people get to know me. so i kept myself from putting myself out there. and ill be forgotten as one of those quiet nice types. but i have to be okay with that because it was my decision. and as time ticks away, change is inevitable, as i watch friends slip away, ideals fade into the horizon, and hopes dissolve into the atmosphere.

we'll see where we go to next. who will enter our lives afterwards. who will remain with us. and what we will make of ourselves.

in the meantime, i must forge ahead, keep at the immediate goals and tasks.

im getting tired and i need somewhere to begin