it's hard but i gotta do it

today, i felt tired. and set-back upon set-back upon set-back hit me. and i was too tired to deal with any of them.

but now, as the day has slowed down, i feel sad, drowning in an insatiable discontent. the saddest songs don't have enough sadness.

so i will try to wash off tiredness and feed my hunger. maybe that will help.

and it's killing me