shorty is a killa

last week, i reached out to more people. and i felt connected and disconnected at the same time. mostly because things change but there is still history.

uyensday i got dole whip and had lunch at the rainforest cafe at downtown disney with melvin. we practiced some salsa dancing to burn off the burger right before parting later that night. then i played volleyball and almost 25 people showed up! the most we've ever had! so that we put up two nets for the first time ever! :D i put too much pressure on myself to do well and it took away from my ability to flow. oh, well, better luck next time!

thursday, i got a last minute text message to stop by my old site because a former student had returned and wanted to see me. so i rescheduled with mama and after filing my taxes (i get 4 returns this year!), i headed on over. i was able to help a former student study for the spelling bee as chaotic exchanges occurred. and it was nice to interact with her for longer than 2 minutes. :D i felt her little bump and felt really warm inside because she was still open to me. i sat through a parenting class, which really made me think of what it could be like. frightening thought though. haha. then a caught up with my teacher friend and a couple of students who i used to work with came by and visited also! it was so coincidental! go, universe! i grabbed lunch with my teacher friend and we chatted about how the breakdown of communication really makes you want to throw in the towel with a marriage. then i left. after class, i really missed a friend that i hadn't talked to in a few months, so i gave her a call thinking that i would just leave her a voicemail. but she picked up! and we chatted! and it was nice!

friday, i practiced salsa dance for my midterm and received a text for happy hour. so i made sure to learn my steps, and afterwards, one of my classmates asked me about what happened between violin and me. i curtly answered (because he's a guy and i don't want anything to happen there) and then headed out to south coast for claimjumper's. i listened to everyone talk story and vent and it was like old times, except i wasn't a part of any of the action. and that's okay. i listened without any pangs in my heart. and someone asked me, "do you miss this?" i replied truthfully, "yes and no."

saturday, i danced and everyone passed the midterm who was there! :D then i met up with charlie for dinner at noodle world (yuummy chilis!) and we went back to watch "high fidelity." yay! my first movie since "definitely, maybe." and it was a good eye-opener! :D

so is a relationship's success based on how people are like or what people like?

w00t w00t!

i haven't been playing as much guitar as i want. or studying at all. but, i'll take a nap first and see how i feel.

i hope the MCAT was destroyed!

<3