one of these days maybe your magic won't affect me

i just finished rereading a blog where i only wrote for myself. i was really honest. and it was interesting to see where i was, and how i am still dealing with what i wrote about years ago. but things are finally coming to life. here i am. ready to confront.

on another note, it is so hard not to hear my mom's nagging as implying, "you are so incapable!" every time i hear her, i talk back. because i want to assert myself. but i do so when i am upset. so she gets hurt. and the rift grows even wider between us.

other than that, i think i am ready to eat by myself. and do things by myself. wee!