if you couldnt tell, ive been all over the place and i havent wanted to just sit down and blurt it all out. but sometimes you eat something you shouldnt have, and it all comes out.

so here i am.

ive seriously just been all over the place and hanging out with a bunch of different people. sometimes, when its slow, it feels weird. but for the most part, im quite excited. its nice to be free of school, to know that i dont have to be studying in a few months. its nice to be free of the weight and pressure. i feel lighter.

yet, i realized last thursday that i miss salad. this is incredible for me because during the last semester, i forced myself to eat salad and i hated it. but now that its not so readily available and i guess i got used to it, i hardly eat it and it makes me very sad. i actually miss salad! eek.

and yes, i am worried about the whole job and future bit, but i have a feeling it will work itself out. as long as i dont let fear get in my way, ill find something. right?

and ive thought a lot about the friends around me at home and what i appreciate. and i feel lucky.

one perfect night this past week: i had coffee with a friend, catching up and being social. then i came home and started reading a book in bed that stole my attention. while enthralled in the book, another friend called to say hi. i finished reading the chapter and went to sleep.

what a wonderful world