Monday, November 28, 2005

here we go

let's see. thanksgiving weekend went by slowly but surely. and i thoroughly enjoyed the days. thanks to hang out time with friends and family, excitement on the volleyball court as csulb took on pittsburg, tree buying and tree trimming with the boy, a be-lated but delicous thanksgiving dinner with mindy, some down time to read the 5th HP, some errand running here and there, and a visit to tom's farm for scrumptious nachos and satiating dole whip!

today was another prep day at work, going to our site and figuring out some logistics and inventory stuff. afterwards, i had lunch with my partner at costco as he continued to divulge details of his life to me. in our last few work days, we have realized that we have similar to taste in music and television shows! so, if the students are giving us a headache, we'll dive into our escape: saves the day and buffy the vampire slayer! tehehe.

i went over to my local community college today to clear up some registration stuff. now i await an appointment time so that i can sign up for a volleyball class and either conversational spanish or interpersonal communication.

one of the things i realized this past week was rather interesting. and i thought i'd share it here. no one will ever truly and fully understand me so i'll stop hoping that someone does. unfortunately a lot of the holes and voids that i have become things that i wish my significant other/romantic partner could provide for me. but we all know that it's not really that person's job to fix us or complete us. somewhere we have to come to terms with who we are, what we lack, and whether or not we are going to resolve it for ourselves. and as it has been my practice in the past to have crazy expectations like reading my mind and reading my cues, i have to let go or search elsewhere. but for now, i'll heed sheryl crow's lines and make the most out of what i have.

that's a wrap folks. let me know if you want something to comment on. it's not really working so i'll stop until someone says something.

here we go again

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