joyful, joyful, lord, we adore thee

SAD? yeah, it's coming up. that infamous day...

i've only officially been a valentine twice. and both times, i sorta asked the guy. and neither one was my significant other.

i mean, i love hearts! and i love red and pink. and flowers are beautiful! and being romantic seeps from my cytoplasm (don't mind my bio speak). but, maybe it's never been a big deal because it's kinda forced. and who wants to force something as powerful as love? or sweet as romance?

i still like the thought of pampering/celebrating myself because i know exactly what i want: candles flickering. great music playing. cookie eating. red tulips decorating.

and maybe i've yet to have a partner who would appreciate my sentimentality and romance for such a day.

i hope that this year's SAD is not sad. it could very well be, considering everything. but i was proactive and at least i won't be alone. :)

here's to chaya. and a little indulgence!

to you and yours!