what's with all this blogging?

i need something. like an attitude change or the deep realization that in the end, im gonna be alone. because it always comes back to this nagging feeling of loneliness. when all is said and done, when everyone is gone, im always here, there, anywhere alone.

i know i should be grateful. less small-minded.

i saw a man zooming across the crosswalk in his motorized wheelchair, with grocery bags on his handles. i wanted to cry. it hurt me to think of all the crack he has to go through. then i tried to make myself feel better. "be grateful, you can move around." but what good does that do?

eeyore, how are we going to get through these last weeks? i am so freakin behind!! :sigh: oh well, what's so important about grades? ::hug:: almost there...

i have to go back to school soon. very unhappy. i bet you anything that ill leave and come back.... ah, dont be so reactionary! suck it up!

drink water.