i cut so much you thought i was a dj

change is too hard. i give up! but wait, i didn't decide to change that behavior yet! oh well! i give up anyway...so frustrated.

um...maybe i could just destroy my endocrine gland so i don't have hormones anymore. they are stupid and i hate being moody before my monthly friend comes. boo!

so here are my alternatives to feeling blue on a saturday night:
* watch a movie.
* study at barnes and noble.

except, i cant concentrate so i dont know if i should study. arf!

please, i know im inconsistent but im currently just feeling blah.

foolish of me to tell them all that every night and day you call, when you could care less.

and i know that i should be looking for more