post-"valentine's day" blog.

i just watched "valentine's day" and it was okay. my favorite story was julia roberts'! but all those relationships and stories have led me to want to share the following.

i'm really annoyed with myself when i start to freak out and jump to conclusions when someone in my life doesn't respond to my efforts of communication. it could be a friend, a family member, or someone that i'm romantically involved with -- whoever is involved, the quiet stresses me out and i start to piece together what could have happened. i think, "maybe i did something to make them upset" and then i scan my memory for every detail! or i'll worry about if something bad happened if i haven't heard from him/her. then when i find out that it was nothing, the anti-climatic nature upsets me. it's probably just my ego flaring up because all my concern was wasted on fabrications in my head.

does this happen to anyone else? leave me a comment.

"let's get naked."