I feel soooo lonely right now. So lonely that I can't even sleep. Even though I'm exhausted. Soooo exhausted. It brings me to tears how lonely I feel.

And no one has the responsibility to help make me feel better. No one is in the position to anyway. And no one will help me feel better.

Am I homesick? Perhaps. But I am just aching for a heart that mine knows well. Oh how it aches...