there once was a time i was sure of the bond

mood: tired & unproductive

i cant be on when im off and my head aches. its all too difficult. and i still feel like crying. i dislike. a lot. i complain a lot. but im going to go suck it up and get this crap done. when its thursday night, ill be a bit happier. saturday and next monday and friday (and maybe wednesday) are due dates for 3 (4) papers. yay! this week is merely presentations.

ive been having these weird dreams. and i dont know what they mean. and the more i think about them, the more i feel like im not doing well. the more i feel like i havent made the best decisions in my life.

but at least ive made my parents proud. ive brought pride to the family instead of shame like i did three months ago.