we're doing fine..we're doing nothing at all

some days i just feel more connected to the world and its people than other days. and i just want to reach out and hug everyone, even people i dont know well. hey, maybe even people i do not know. like the dave matthews band video "everyday." because we truly are interconnected; thats the only thing that can explain the "its a small world" thing we all experience when someone we know knows someone else we know without us ever introducing them.

and sometimes i write emails that start out sounding all functional, like "can i borrow such and such" only to side track into "you mean so much to me," leaving me in tears at the emotions that i have been holding in for so long. its my fault for not having said it when i felt it. but one has to be able to gauge the situation and determine whats appropriate.

it is truly amazing to witness the power of fellowship, of compassion, of empathy.

today, i want to live like someone who cares about this world and everyone in it.

i said, ive gotta be honest. ive been waiting for you all my life.