i just have to hear those sweet words

so they say im the marriage type. but i dont know what that means because ive never personally thought about marrying anyone. i mean, ive thought of the ceremony and how my name would go with my husband's last name (dont all girls do that?). but ive never thought, "wow, if we were married, we'd da-da-da-da..." never. so how can i be the marriage type? who knows?

maybe though, when boys see me, they think "oh, she's someone i can marry." but i dont understand that either cuz how can you look at someone and be like, "i saw her; i think i can marry her." what the heck?! i dont get it. huh? someone make sense of it for me. now.

in other news, can i just dress people for a living? it's fun. hehe, but i dont know how to choose things that fit a person. i just choose things that i think look good together. ahh! ahhh!

barren land. that's how i like it. im still getting rid of more stuff in my room. the less thats in here, the better. wee. i hope it continues to minimize. or i cry.

i would never ever let another's touch come between the two of us