someday we'll know why i wasn't meant for you

you might not know this about me, but i have a pretty big ego. it's usually dormant. asleep. but rears its ugly head here and there. and it is my ego that keeps me from telling someone i am sorry. or looking at someone when i have felt embarrassed or ashamed. so i figure it is my ego, as it is probably the case for others too, that gets me to stop talking to someone important to me.

i hope my ego stops feeling butt hurt and goes back to sleep soon.