its getting harder and harder to breathe

it took a physics related talk for me to realize that although i expect to know everything there is to know about object a, it is impossible. although i may know how to calculate the speed of light, i will never fully understand what light is, whether within the human grasp or beyond, i can never fully understand it. this is the same truth for people. no matter how much i think i know about another person and how much they share with me, i can and will never know everything there is to know about them.

might as well choke now and let go of that expectation. before i choke under pressure. huh? get out.