today was random. i took a bath. just sat in the tub and wasted gallons and gallons of water. i just needed to sulk today. after not getting a chance at living in a private room. i'm not sure why i wanted one in the first place. i suppose i wanted to run away from people at school. just live in my own joint. but no, i have to live with another human being. for someone reason, right now, that does not sound appealing. but yes, i wasted precious water today. sighness.
also, tonight i went to the pier with my mom. and we sat for most of the time and she talked. but for some reason, when i hang out with my mom, i do not listen well. my mind is in other places or fixated on the music coming from the cd player. i should stop that bad habit.
well, we also went to tastea and i got a bootea shaker. sorry, z. but everytime, i go there, i feel asian-ed out. it's a scary feeling. for some reason, even though most of my friends in high school were asian american, i never felt asian around them. but whenever i go to joints like tastea where lots of young asian americans hang around, i feel uncomfortalbe and too asian. eww.... makes me feel weird.
my eyes are quite heavy.
buffy was so crazy. even though i watched it twice. the second time, i watched it with ellie and at the end, she and i were screaming. serious business going on there. 4 more new episodes. yikes. last night, i was so furstrated, anxious, and engulfed. quite wrapped up in a fake reality. i love how i can do that.
i hear that hero is much better than crouching dragon. maybe you would like it.
does anyone read this? heheh...well, i know at least one person does. [uyen waves to single reader] thanks for visiting! see, one person does make a difference. =)
