Friday, April 18, 2003

today was random. i took a bath. just sat in the tub and wasted gallons and gallons of water. i just needed to sulk today. after not getting a chance at living in a private room. i'm not sure why i wanted one in the first place. i suppose i wanted to run away from people at school. just live in my own joint. but no, i have to live with another human being. for someone reason, right now, that does not sound appealing. but yes, i wasted precious water today. sighness.

also, tonight i went to the pier with my mom. and we sat for most of the time and she talked. but for some reason, when i hang out with my mom, i do not listen well. my mind is in other places or fixated on the music coming from the cd player. i should stop that bad habit.

well, we also went to tastea and i got a bootea shaker. sorry, z. but everytime, i go there, i feel asian-ed out. it's a scary feeling. for some reason, even though most of my friends in high school were asian american, i never felt asian around them. but whenever i go to joints like tastea where lots of young asian americans hang around, i feel uncomfortalbe and too asian. eww.... makes me feel weird.

my eyes are quite heavy.

buffy was so crazy. even though i watched it twice. the second time, i watched it with ellie and at the end, she and i were screaming. serious business going on there. 4 more new episodes. yikes. last night, i was so furstrated, anxious, and engulfed. quite wrapped up in a fake reality. i love how i can do that.

i hear that hero is much better than crouching dragon. maybe you would like it.

does anyone read this? heheh...well, i know at least one person does. [uyen waves to single reader] thanks for visiting! see, one person does make a difference. =)

Saturday, April 12, 2003

hello...the world heals as we stumble and fall treacherously on its surfaces. the soul of the world is protected from our ills. but our hearts are not. ten cuidado.

Tuesday, April 08, 2003

Peaceful . . . Discreet . . . Non-Aggressive

You are easy-going yet discreet. You make friends effortlessly, yet
enjoy your privacy and independence. You like to get away from it
all and be alone from time to time to contemplate the meaning of life
and enjoy yourself. You need space, so you escape to beautiful
hideaways, but you are not a loner. You are at peace with yourself
and the world, and you appreciate life and what this world has to offer.

Take this test!

Healer Idealists are abstract in thought and speech, cooperative in striving for their ends, and informative and introverted in their interpersonal relations. Healer present a seemingly tranquil, and noticiably pleasant face to the world, and though to all appearances they might seem reserved, and even shy, on the inside they are anything but reserved, having a capacity for caring not always found in other types. They care deeply-indeed, passionately-about a few special persons or a favorite cause, and their fervent aim is to bring peace and integrity to their loved ones and the world.

hehe, what else about temperament?

Monday, April 07, 2003

i get the feeling that you're mad at me. or is it just everything that's been going on? i'm sorry i wasn't there for you saturday morning or satuday night. i just wanted to make sure you got some sleep, especially because of the daylight savings time shift. aww, are you doing okay?

have you been to kung fu this week? do you like cafe lattes? mmm...

please forgive me if i did anything wrong. can i do anything?

ps: lilly and allison say congratulations!!! on brown!