Your name of Nina gives you the ability to be creative along practical lines of endeavour. Your ideas can be very original and inventive. You enjoy being with people in a social environment. Your personal appearance is important to you, for you desire to make a good impression on others. Your pleasant manner attracts people to you with their problems and you are capable of offering practical advice, though you would probably not follow such advice yourself. This name causes you to be somewhat too concerned with the personalities, problems, and activities of other people. [only thing wrong-->]You seem positive and decisive and can be outspoken in the expression of your opinions, but you lack the self-confidence needed to follow through with your ideas and plans. Procrastination is your downfall. You frequently choose the path of least resistance to avoid your responsibilities. It is not easy for you to overcome obstacles or face issues. This name does you an injustice in that it restricts your success in business and personal pursuits through a lack of ambition. There is a weakness in the fluid functions and in the region of the head resulting in sinus problems, headaches, eye, ear, or throat conditions and related ailments. Hair loss could also be a problem.

hahah. must go play tennis! first time for exercise all week. i'm so excited. wow! how weird!

If i were a bird i would fly everywhere, since i can't as a person.

i have these holes that keep me from being comfortable in my own skin. i crave emotional connection because i was deprived that as a child. so sometimes i push too hard to get it. ask my brothers. i do not believe in my own talents and abilities. this could be due to an inferiority complex, which explains so much. i could be depressed. i seem to have the attribution style of depression. that's all.

however, endorphins are nice. and maybe if i get involved, i will spend less time reflecting on myself. ew, i have obviously done that one before. mmm...

material things cannot
serve to hold me up
for very long
they fade
they disappear
they cease to exist
then what is left for me
in this consumer wealth
of a nation?
what will satisfy my thirsts?
i have no answer
and i wander in search
of the day that i can find
a well that can quench
my needs
until then, i walk without
aim, sustaining my head
above the pool of unserved
thirsts that i keep putting off.